I have this dream...

"There are dreams inside of me and those are mine and my guess is that they're there for a reason." -- Jamie Tworkowski

I have this dream.

And I dunno if I am just realizing it because I feel this pressure to apply for a job that I think I might want but I am not so sure...

I have this dream. I have this dream to work for my church doing graphic design and helping youth on the side. I have this dream of dedicating my life to pointing people towards eternity. I have this dream of holding kids up when all people do is hold them down. I have this dream of hanging out with youth and giving value to their ideas when people only push them away and devalue their youthfulness.

I have this dream to get AFSP (American Foundation for Suicide Prevention) and To Write Love On Her Arms to work together in Fargo. I want them to work together in our town to bring awareness to the thousands of students who live in our town 9 months out of the year. I have this dream of designing materials for this event. I have this dream of photographing this event. I have this dream of even just one person understanding that they are loved and they belong on this earth for much longer then the rest of the night.


But... I have this pressure... bills, teachers, friends, family... that I should apply for this job. Dress to impress, bring my best, bring my work, bring my smile.

I don't really know what to do.


k~